Puppet on a String

Woke up yesterday
Took some time away
Found another in my bed
Trying to figure out
What's within my heart
Why did I run away

Why me
Can't believe these things
A puppet on a string
Livin' life today

This enigma hurts
I'm about to burst
Balling on the motel floor
Pulling out my hair
Sportin that thousand yard stare
Can't believe I'm still alive

Torn between two worlds
Not knowing who to lean towards
Lives racin' through my head
As I lie in pain
Screaming her name
Unable to face another day

All tattered and torn
Wishing never to have been born
A soul rotten to the core
Now I'm void of love
Cursed by those above
When will blissful death arrive

Why me
Can't believe these things
A puppet on a string
Livin' life today